Wednesday, January 25, 2012

I bid Adieu

All my bags are packed but...I'm not yet ready to go.

Okay, this is gonna get a little melodramatic so you might wanna brace yourself or scoot along now.haha.

In a few hours, I will be leaving my hometown and it's so ridiculous how I miss it already even if I'm still here. I've been living with my parents for the longest time and because of that, I've always wanted to try and brave it out on my own. But I don't know, it's always hard when you're leaving someone or something you've been used to for a very long time in exchange of something scary and uncertain.

A couple of days ago I have never been so sure of this decision but now, I've been having a lot of doubts and I'm starting to second guess myself. What if I'm making the wrong decision? Or what if it doesn't work out the way I envisioned it to? Believe me, I could go on and on.

So tonight I'm leaving with only the comfort of the idea of having to learn a lot of new things in this adventure. It's definitely not gonna be a walk in the park but there's no way I would learn if I refuse to move. There's no way I would learn if I won't take risks. There's no way i would learn if I stay comfortable.

I'm not so sure how I'm going to continue with this blog because there's a lot of things to consider. But this is something that I love and this is something that has kept me sane for a while so I'm really gonna try my best to update once in a while.

Wide-eyed Wondergirl,


  1. I will really miss you, vy. As in jud. =(

    1. I will miss u too tif :c but i'll see you soon, k?

  2. I think it takes a lot of courage to leave your parents house in search for independence. Kudos to you girl, and goodluck! :)


  3. where are you going? anyway, stay strong , girl. we nurses have been trained our entire college lives about leaving loved ones behind. so, it's going to be tough but i know you'll pull through, alive and fantastic. if all else fails, well, there's always a flight back to cdo. haha.

    don't be gone too long. i will miss your fun daily posts.

    enjoy freedom. :)


    1. thanks chi! I'm, going to Cebu btw. I know it's near CDO lang but it's my first time living away from home so it's still kinda' scary.

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    1. I'm in Cebu chy! maybe I'll see you here somewhere. :)

  5. ditto @ chyrel. :)

    It is hard to live on your own but believe me, everything will be worth it. Every mistake is a learning experience that can make you a better person. :)

    Good luck on your journey and always stay positive.

  6. I hope you have the time of your life Biang. That feeling that you can get where it's scary and uncertain - it can make you feel more alive though so embrace it. Through this I'm sure you'll discover more things about yourself you otherwise would not have figured out before.

    Cheers to being brave and starting your own adventure.


  7. Awww, separation anxieties! You can do it, stay strong! :)

    Followed your blog! I'll truly appreciate it if you could follow back! :))

    Thank you dear! :)


    1. followed you already. thanks for dropping by :)