All my bags are packed but...I'm not yet ready to go.
Okay, this is gonna get a little melodramatic so you might wanna brace yourself or scoot along now.haha.
In a few hours, I will be leaving my hometown and it's so ridiculous how I miss it already even if I'm still here. I've been living with my parents for the longest time and because of that, I've always wanted to try and brave it out on my own. But I don't know, it's always hard when you're leaving someone or something you've been used to for a very long time in exchange of something scary and uncertain.
A couple of days ago I have never been so sure of this decision but now, I've been having a lot of doubts and I'm starting to second guess myself. What if I'm making the wrong decision? Or what if it doesn't work out the way I envisioned it to? Believe me, I could go on and on.
So tonight I'm leaving with only the comfort of the idea of having to learn a lot of new things in this adventure. It's definitely not gonna be a walk in the park but there's no way I would learn if I refuse to move. There's no way I would learn if I won't take risks. There's no way i would learn if I stay comfortable.
I'm not so sure how I'm going to continue with this blog because there's a lot of things to consider. But this is something that I love and this is something that has kept me sane for a while so I'm really gonna try my best to update once in a while.